Things for me have been interesting the past few days. Really, quite interesting indeed. The starting week of classes and work went extremely well. I have a feeling that this semester’s worth of classes and work will be just fine. Something just tells me that will be so. I have a feeling that I will work my ass off most days, and other days will be days where you can sit around and shoot the shit. Either way, I will earn the meager pay I am getting for my 10 hours a week. The thing that has vaulted me into a conundrum is a certain relationship I wish would work. I have pined many nights over her, and it is doing me less and less good every night. The situation is one where she doesn’t want a boyfriend right now, but I am still a great guy, and if she thought she could handle a relationship, she would be in one with me. It pains me to think about her, but for some reason, I can’t stop. She means alot to me, and to have her not return that feeling, it just plain hurts. Hopefully, she will wake up one of these mornings and things will have changed for her. Until then, I guess it’s still the single road for Deezil.