Archive for October, 2005

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!1111!!11one!

I’m back guys. To explain it all would be pointless. I just want to thank MovableType for telling me about a little utility they package with their software, called mt-check, that tells me what’s wrong with the installation, whilst I’ve been trying to debug the fucking installations for 2 years.
Danke.
Other than that, I’m up to my neck in women issues. As always, no news there.
I want to say thanks to Allison for coming down. It wasn’t just to see me, but I got to see you, and I think that was fucking awesome. Also, nothing but good things to say about seeing Nichole and Surprise 05. Ally Rae, I want paternity rights over the kid too. She’s just so adorable, I wish I could see her more often.
I’ll post more soon. I’ve worked out so many entries in my mind that it’s ridiculous, but I’ve got to sort them all out before I start posting them all.
Welcome back to the deezil.us goodness.

Saturday, October 29th, 2005 Uncategorized 3 Comments

Deezil2 arrives.

I’m going home for the weekend to go get the computer tentatively named Deezil2. I’ll be back on Saturday.

Thursday, October 13th, 2005 Uncategorized Comments Off

Leatherbound

Sorry for the site being down. It may be up and down like a good head job for the next few days, so excuse it’s service interruptions.
On to the story.
If you haven’t seen Cruel Intentions, stop here, right now, and watch this movie. Go rent it. Borrow it from me. I don’t care what or how, but do it.
Okay, now that you’ve watched it, who do you think is the most evil, sadistic person in the movie? Was it Kathyrn, with her black widow personality, seductive, but always seducing to kill? Or was it Sebastian, the sly, cunning, gets-what-he-wants-how-he-wants-and-now? Thbe audience is always spilt 50/50. What gave Sebastian his edge was his journal. He didn’t just exploit people, he kept a record. He wrote every nasty deed inside those pages, enclosed within their leather safe.
I’ve always felt like I should keep a journal like this. Detailing everything. Everything. I kinda do. This thing. Within this spiral bound necessity of life, I detail some of the greatest moments. It’s just that you don’t see them. Or comprehend them. I tell them in only a way that I can decipher it all.
More to write later. Trust me, I’m not done.

Monday, October 10th, 2005 Uncategorized Comments Off

Reverse Piledriver.

Go here. Go to the bottom f the page. There’s a box for latest additions. The first three pictures there, take a good look. I want you to see the happy smiling faces next to me in each one. I want you to see the joy on everyone’s face. I believe that all those women are happy because they knew that at some point in the future, they were going to rip my heart out, and shit in the cavity that they left.
Lindsey broke up with me about 9:30 this evening. It wasn’t out of left field, but it wasn’t totally expected either. I’ve been dumped way too many times. I think I’m going to go on that one last date I talked about oh-so-long ago. Long enough ago that I don’t bother finding the entry.

Sunday, October 9th, 2005 Uncategorized Comments Off

Straight and Narrow

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
That’s not a disgusted “Arrgh.”. It’s a pirate “Arrgh.”.
And that’s what I’ve given up being. A pirate.
I made the agreement to myself in my mind that when my new desktop gets here, I shall no longer run pirated software. I’m gonna pay for it if I need it, or see if I can find Open Source Software / freeware that will cover my needs.
Examples: I’m switching from Microsoft Office to OpenOffice.org 2.0 beta. No longer going to have a cracked copy of WinRAR, I’m going to use 7-zip. Plenty more where that came from.
I’m also stopping MOST of my music piracy. I’m no longer going to use a program to download the music files that I want to hear. I’m going to use common methods of finding mp3 files that people place in their webspaces. It’s one of the original methods of sharing files, it’s just comparitively harder than opening up Morpheus/Limewire/etc. and downloading through there.
I’m not doing this because I’m scared. As far as I am concerned the RIAA/MPAA/software companies can suck my left one. And the right one if all of them decide to show up at once. I’m doing it for my piece of mind. I’m doing it because I’m all about giving credit where credit is due. I’m doing it so that when I do the software development thing later on in life, I don’t sit there and be a hypocrite when I bitch that people are pirating my shit. I’m turning over a new leaf. A leaf it wouldn’t hurt lots of you to turn over.

Wednesday, October 5th, 2005 Uncategorized 1 Comment

I’m a lightning rod.

So, I’m just chilling here in night class. There’s not much going on. I’m trying to write my feelings, and it’s sounding like a song. There’s rhyme, there’s rythm, there’s melody, all the important things. The only part that’s missing are a good dose of feelings. There’s not been much to say of late, I’ve been rather tired. But with all the caffiene I’ve drank today, I have the feeling I’ll be wired.
I’ve got one of those girlfriend things. She’s a rather lovely girl. She treats me well, gives me no hell, and she acts like I’m her world. I know it’s bad to compare to the girlfriends of the past, but this one’s been the best to me, all the others she’s surpassed.
Okay, enough of that.
It’s been a long few days. It’s been a couple weeks since I’ve updated this thing. Mostly because I couldn’t get MT3.2 to work, partially because I didn’t have time. I haven’t been online either. My umbilical cord to the internets have all been cut. I don’t need this existence to validate my real one. It’s just a nice supplement.
Well, must be going. If you have questions, comment or message me. I’ll be back more later. Promise.
P.S. Here’s an album full of pictures we took one night. Making out with a camera around can get interesting.

Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 Uncategorized Comments Off